In the wake of a personal family tragedy, I’m seeking a paradigm shift — to become a positive, loving, productive, creative soul.
I now realize that I’ve shirked these virtues for most of my life due to painful experiences with people from whom I was supposed to learn love but got the opposite instead. Living numb and feeling-less is catching up to me and it’s time to change.
It starts with intent, then education, then mindfulness and practice, of course. I look forward to the future I have ahead of me and my family, and to overcoming and actually letting go of the people and things that I’ve succumbed to for so long. Just numbed out.
There is no other way to live. I’ve been around too many negative, unsuccessful people to know better. It’s as if positive people avoid me because they know.