No that doesn’t mean Wednesday Thursday Friday. It’s an expression of unpleasant surprise, kind of like the one I’m having right now because I seem to have lost all creativity, motivation and mojo.
I’m just sitting here like a flop, feeling depressed but not knowing why. It’s not a good feeling. Writing helps a bit. When I’m like this all I can think about are all my dreams and ambitions going stale on the other side of an invisible wall that I can’t get through.
Even here in Honolulu, where I started out feeling so energized, I realize I’m just sitting here doing the same work. Just a different location. What do I really want?